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[Nov. 19th, 2007|02:42 pm] |
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| | People under the stairs | ] |
thanksgiving approacheth. everything might end up ok. whatever. its cool. anyway so i go home tomorrow, then im driving up with my dad to go pick up amanda from school. and that excites me. a lot. im happy that i get to go home and part of the four families again. these include: my own, bryans, lauras, and logans. i dont really have much else to say but this is the cutest thing ever. her name is nora and she is the most brutal mouse ever. she kills yuppies and fucks cats.
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[Oct. 20th, 2007|05:46 pm] |
im starting to think ill never be able to save up money and have money and shit. there will always be some huge fuckup ill be paying for. for like the rest of my life.
my parents are here this weekend. i almost told them about how i got arrested but i left it at "i assure you when everythings over ill tell you about it." my mom is still "concerned". and this letter i got from some lawyer that was sent to my house that raised their suspicions turned out to be some asshole like "i was recently informed about your run-in with the law and id like to tell you im here to help. you need someone like me to defend you" and just a bunch of bullshit about how i should pay this guy huge money for him to talk out of his ass for a while. in conclusion i am an idiot. please shoot me in the face.
this weekend isnt bad. things could be going better i guess. its the usual deal where i think im failing life and im way behind in random classes and i feel like college is a waste of time and that i should just either bail now or transfer to maryland or something so at least i can be with my friends. run-on sentences are pretty sweet.
i think the two things im most excited about right now would definitely be the new chapstik and the fact that the sleep shirt i got is GLOW IN THE DARK. and i had no idea how fuckin awesome it was til yesterday. i did get my xbox for some reason. and my parents did buy me mary janes. life aint all bad. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2007|01:55 pm] |
halfway through summer. i dont know if im happy. i guess that means im not, right? i have no money. which im working on but ive been busy and work is shitty so i try not to go too often. today seems like a waste. tomorrow too, probably. i feel kind of different and i dont know why. i just wish i could just go up to boston right now sometimes. i dont know. i guess im going to go now. |
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[May. 21st, 2007|09:30 am] |
so you wont be hearing much from me for a week or two. we're going camping, then the day after i get back im leaving for a roadtrip with bryan and stu. so yeah. its going to rule. im super excited.
its been quite a bit. things are going. you know. prom was ok. kind of a letdown. but whatever. i really just wish i didnt owe so much money to my parents. or to big deb. 51 dollars for a chemistry book? ridiculous. i def lost that shit |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|06:59 am] |
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we havent left yet and already my parents are pissing me off something awful. my recitals today. im not looking forward to it. its raining. my dad REFUSES to let me drive today. i need a cigarette. guess i have to wait til i get to school. which sucks. i hate that stupid alley. fuck. i hope this spring break is really really really fucking short. really. i see this trip being so bad. seriously fucking kill me. my parents are so uptight about all this and its driving me nuts. i cant wait until april 14th. dear god. |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2007|11:31 am] |
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| |  bouncy | ] |
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| | TUCKY BUZZARD | ] |
as someone i care about very much once put it "february is a crappy month" and now its over. march is here. and its going to be a lot better. a lot better. a lot better. WE GO ON TOUR IN 21 DAYS. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 27 DAYS. its going to be an awesome month.
and im looking for another job to make it even better.
my arm feels heavy. better lighten the load. im really excited right now. really. realllly. lets find a way to get in that painting. theres a hill up there. do you need any help with that? i got you these flowers. i picked them off a grave.
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[Oct. 14th, 2006|12:00 pm] |
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| |  shitty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | pelican | ] |
I keep making half entries and never finishing them. everythings busy and stressful and freaks me out. but as i knew, nothing has gotten any better. i dont think anything will get better for the next 11 months. seriously. i dont know how long ill be able to take this. actually ill only need to take it for the next 5 months. which actually really makes me happy i think. and next month i do get my provisionals off, if i dont get a moving violation which ill just have to be careful about. its almost getting too cold to bike but i probably will go today anyway. i need to get out of here. i just hate my parents a lot.
there was a drugbust at my school and theyre trying to link me to it. it really sucks, cause i wasnt involved at all with that shit. i honestly dont care. they can search me all they want it just pisses me off because now my teachers are all thinking im a dealer and shit. fuck my parents a lot, too. haha.
im semigrounded this weekend for coming home at like 1 last night, even though it was already known and shit. my dads just being a dick. oh and he goes out to my car and is like "someones been smoking in your car again." my parents are always like "we wish we could just not care but we cant" and then ill ask why not and theyll be like "BECAUSE WE CARE TOO MUCH." but honestly its a control issue. they see theyre about to lose all control over my life, and im assuming it scares the shit out of them. but fuck that man.
i really had when youre too angry to enjoy something youd normall enjoy immensely. its really depressing. i need to stop using that phrase though. oh well. now its either on a bikeride or to the shower, dont know which im going to go for. |
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[Jul. 30th, 2006|01:30 pm] |
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| | crow | ] |
i like working dayshift cause it seems like im at work a whole lot less. yesterday was weird but pretty fucking amazing. everything is kinda weird and fucked up but i really like it so i dont know. anyway. i got melvins- houdini yesterday. and its also pretty fucking amazing. i dont really know what im doing today. im just kind of in a stupor i guess. its all just so damn confusing. alls well though i guess. but i do need to stop being so damn impulsive. i dont know. yeah. no.
im gonna leave now i suppose. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|01:19 pm] |
i dont know what to say. its been a rough couple of days. in general, wednesday night my friend called at like 1am needing a ride home from work (we work together). so i had to sneak out of my house and like... steal my own car to get her. and my dad caught me. he wasnt really that pissed off but pretty much everything snowballed and now im just a terrible person i guess. my mom was really pissed though. which makes sense, because she has no friends, so she cant really understand why anyone would risk their ass for a friend. hm.
tomorrow i start my training as a supervisor. its going to be funny as shit.
i really do hate my mom. i mean its so cliche to have someone be like "man i hate my parents." my mom is the most ridiculous and close-minded person i know. shes the one that always gets really pissed at me over little stupid things. all she ever fucking does is sit around and watch tv.
im really just really pissed off right now. now im thinking about other things. like people who i try to call but blow me off every time i do, or every time we make plans. i dont know who the fuck you think you are that you think youre so much better and more important than i am, but what dont you just go fuck yourself because im sick and im tired of you being such a fucking flake or speaking to me like im some kind of fucking underling or peasant. fuck you.
i need to get out of here. |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|01:50 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | not my room... | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  FANTASTIC | ] |
| [ | music |
| | impaled in my head | ] |
you know what? tonight was awesome. i got switched to usher for the night. and ushers dont do anything except chill, and party in the theaters while no ones there. we dont clean anything, we just move it out of sight. we play basketball with trashcans and full drinks, and none of us can make shots for SHIT so we spilled like 79 gallons of liquid all over the floor, and then left the theater. we watched some movies, and just chilled. it was great. seriously. but they wont let me switch permanently ever because im the only competent person in concession that runs register. everyone else is apparently just retarded.
then i went to denny's with some ushers, hung out there for about an hour which was fun as shit. drank some coffee. now stu is about to come over and get down to business. good fuckin business. tonight has made me realize that everything rules. tomorrow early morning bikeride, and i have the day off. so YES. YES YES YES YES. posi!
i even got completely blown off tonight and i dont even care! its not even bothering me. i barely remembered it until i looked at my call list just now but you know what fuck that. im happy for once.
some of the coolest people out there. seriously.
and i finally get paid friday. like a good paycheck. like a couple hundred dollar paycheck. its going to be fantastic.
plans for tomorrow? anyone? |
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